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31 January 2010

Happy Day

Had our 1st service in our new church ...
It was quite good, despite that the mic doesn't work well ... XP
Enjoyed myself there ... And get the chance to do the pc (powerpoint) on the new platform ...
The platform was so high ~ Nice ~ X3

Then we had a brief meeting for our CNY event - 'Gong Xi Love Lai' ...
Which combined Valentine's Day n CNY together in one nite ...
It's on 12 Feb 2010 (Fri), 7.30 - 10.00 pm ...
Hope will hav a great time then ~ ^^

Went to Gurney 2 buy some clothes ...
Finally got what I wanna wear ~ XD
I dunno if it's okay for a prom though ... but anyways ~
I think it's nice ... ^^

Had our lunch at Sushi King ...

Intended to belanja my dad since 2moro's his bday ...
But still haven paid him yet ... (gonna b broke soon)
Also wanna pay for his 2 shirts that he'd bought juz now ...

Wat's more important is ...

I've bought FT Island's album Double Date!!!
YES!!! XDD
This is my 2nd FTI discs that I've ever owned ... (1st one is their 2nd concert DVD)
Yeah ~ Gonna treasure it much ~ X3

I love this day ~ XDDD

We've Moved!!!

Woots ~
2moro's gonna hav a combined service in our new church ...
So kam cheong ah ... Coz got backup for my dad ... ><
I shouldn't take up tat task de ... coz my voice n my dad's + others' voice cnt mixed ...
My dad's a guy, so he'll sing normal guys' key (a bit higher to cope wit the ladies) ...
And the other 2 backup singers (my mum + Jia Mei) de key very high ...
I was in the middle ... Can't sing too high but also not too low ...
Then my dad says it's not nice ... T^T

So hurt nia ... And it's not even my real voice ...
I'm juz coping wit the others' key ...
Juz like wat Eunice had said, I'm compressing my voice key ...
She had knew it when I sang ...
Coz everytime I'll juz sing guys de songs (like LeeHom, FT Island, 2PM n stuff) ...
It's very hard to find a girl's song that hav the same key as me ...
Haiz ...

Okay back to our new church ...
It's okay I guess ... With the green walls n green carpets n green curtains ...
I'm fine wit it coz I like green ... But Emma had said it looked like General Hospital ...
Lolx ... -_-''
I absolutely ADORE the lightings ~
It's so nice ~ U definitely HAV TO SEE IT FOR URSELF!!! XDD

Blue lights mixed wit yellow lights reflected onto the green wall, n it somehow turned into purplish pink lightings ~ X3
So nice ~~~

But wat I dun like is ... uh ... the colour mixed ...
Like I hav said ... It's all green rite??? (well almost all ...)
But wit a red stage? I think it's a bit weird ...
And the walls outside the church are painted blue!!!
There's even some purples there!!!
Omona ... Green + Blue + Purple = ???
I dunno ... XP

But overall it's okay ...
The most important thing is that it's spacious ... Cool ~ ^^
Can't wait to do our 1st youth activities there ~ XDD

30 January 2010

Best friend ... in a hundred years

Omona ... Juz received a super hilarious message on fb ...
It's from some girl I know ...
Can't stop laughing after reading it ...
Really ... Since when did I become her best friend???
Obviously not. We dun ever cross-paths since elementary school ...
I'd never talked to her in F1, grouped then un-grouped in F2 ...
F3? I am so damn happy that I'm not in the same class with her anymore ...

Seriously, who can stand her attitude???
Always seen flirting wit guys, wearing her too-short mini skirt to tuition, acting all 'innocent' n 'cute' ...
Lolx ... No standard ...

Anyways ...
In her msg, she called me her 'best fren forever n ever' ...
And wrote:
"u r my best frenz forever n evr...
i noe got sum other ppl hate me n saying my bad thing...
bt can u promise me u won't get effect by them n can u choose to believe in me????
i hope..coz u r my best frenz...Thx..for appearing in my life...bringing me a lot of happiness... "

Lolx ... Wat a joke ...
Best fren? Not in a hundred years ...
I could say I'm a bit sorry for u since u've juz lost all ur frenz which u've made in F2 ...
But that doesn't made me ur 'best fren' ...
Ur best frenz had dumped u coz she's really tired of ur attitude n stuff ...
So ... Dun assume all by urself that I'll b in the same boat as u ...
I am NOT ur best fren ... XP

I Hate It

Never had I felt so lonely before ...
So heartbreaking ...
You dun wanna talk to me anymore ...
And I was all alone ...

Dad turned out to be lying again when he told us he's gonna bring us out this afternoon ...
It had changed till 2moro afternoon, where he said he would be free then ...
That was so disappointing ...

Juz feel like wanna fade away from this world ...
The world which is full of lies, sorrow n heartbreaks ...
I can't cope wit it anymore ...

29 January 2010

New friend made ~

Juz made a new fren on fb ... ^^
Gabriel, a fren of Becky's, Mel's n Ali's ...
It was juz a coincidence that we're commenting on Becky's status ...
It was fun talking to him though ... ^^
But I muz b extra careful ah ... when I'm interacting wit him ...
Coz he's the crush of my 2 frenz ... XP
Hahax ... Can't get it also la ... XDD

What to WEAR???

Was watching Style Wave Ep2 on youtube ...
And since it was taken on 24th of Dec last year ...
So the concept style for this episode is Party Look ~ ^^
And it suddenly occurs to me that - I haven pick on something to wear for next week's prom nite!!!
OMO ... I still hav no idea wat to wear on tat day ... XP
Gonna check Style Wave out for some ideas ~ XDD

Well, as far as I've checked the 1st part out ...
There's practically NOTHING that suited me inside ... (Like duh they're all 20 sumthing n how old am I??? XP)
Leopard-skin-printed shoes??? Snake-skin-printed shoes??? LOL ...
I really dun understand those Koreans de fashion senses ... and probably won't. -_-''

Was thinking of buying something 2moro if I get to go out ...
I'd say IF my dad doesn't go anywhere ... (hopefully not, since it's Thaipusam 2moro)
Really really wanna go shopping 4 some clothes ...
It sounds quite impossible since I've always accidently laid eyes on nice YET expensive clothes ... ><
That means I hav a good taste in clothes ~ XDD
Hoped that 2moro we really can go out la ...
Dun wanna stay at home any more longer ... XP

And I'm very curious bout 1 thing ...
Why does some guys have weaker immune system than girls???
Lolx ... I dun understand that la ... XP
Juz heard tat Josh had been admitted into hospital ... again. Haiz ...
Guys really dunno how 2 take care of themselves ah ...
Li also like tat de ... XP
Pity both of u de future gf ah ... XDD

28 January 2010

Life Goes On

If I could juz use a word to describe myself ...
'Hopeless' would be a good one ...
I dun even know what to do anymore ...
I was practically out of time n place ...
I had no idea what the ppl around me are doing ...
Mostly I would juz read my book, or juz stare blankly somewhere ...

Even Ali noticed that I'm quiet today ...

And it started after she told me to 'keep my voices down' when I was singing ... Obviously.
I was mad. Beyond mad at that time ...
Don't I have my right to sing???
Well, I cooled down a bit later, since I was a lil bit ... moody as she had described.
Coz', as a fren, she'd asked if I was okay ...
Yeah, I am ... But I don't feel like me anymore ...
All day long at school I was mesmorized by my book, unaware of what the teachers are talking about ...
I can't concentrate in anything ... I dunno what to do ...
The one thing I needed the most won't b here anymore ...

Can I erase myself from this world???
Can I juz start all over again???
I dunno ...
But the one thing I juz knew ...
No matter what happened, life goes on ... ^^

27 January 2010

You're Beautiful ...

It's over ... All over ...
Or done ... Whatever ...
I dun think I'd care anymore ...

I'll be Jeremy ...
Juz let him finish crying on the bus ...
He'll be back to the old, cheerful Jeremy when he steps down from his bus ...

As for u ... You'll be Go Minam ...
Please ... Juz stay there and wait for him to finish crying ...
And he'll stop liking u ... after he went down ...
He'll stand down there, smiling, n say : "Let's go get some ice-cream ..."

FT Island's Romantic Leader Choi

OMO ... I think I've juz found another guy who's totally awesome in selcas ...And that guy is ... FT Island's leader + guitarist + keyboardist - Choi Jonghun !!! XDD


Did anyone noticed how good he is in selca? ^^
And how often he changed his hairstyle??? XDD
Let's see ... From brown (in 'I Hope' times) to blonde (in FT Triple times), then back to his original colour - black again ('Style Wave' ~) ...

Jonghun's sure is a weird guy ... (weird expressions, weird poses n stuffs)


But he's definitely the good kind of weird guy ... if u got what I mean ... XP

FT Island HWAITING !!!
Leader Choi ... HWAITING !!!
XDD

Shocked!!!

I've juz realized a thing ...
That is ... now it's only 27 Jan 2010 rite???
Then why the heck would I had 47 (+1) posts in my blog ...
Juz for January???
That was ridiculous ... XD
Like a month haven't finish n yet I've already updated that much???
I dun remember myself being a hyper-blogger all along ... ???
Hahax ...

Oh well ... Will keep continue posting everyday ... XDD
I'll try kay??? X3

Ssanti Queen Jo Kwon

Aish ... Been so depressed for the past few minutes ...
But this video really cheered me up ...
It was HILARIOUS ... XDD
Jo Kwon is really the famous ssanti king queen ...

Thanks Kwonnie for his ssanti dance ~ ^^

Troubles that I can't tell ...

I'm scared ...
I wanted to contact u but I dun hav the courage to ...
Lately, u seemed so distant ... so unlike you ...
I dunno what to do ...
I thought, maybe it'll be better if I stop bothering u ...
You'd probably think I annoy u much ... I dunno ...
So I stop texting u ...
I had wished, hoped that u could text me instead of the other way round ...
But no reply came from u ...

I've been convincing myself that u are busy ...
I told myself not to held my hopes high ...
I'd tried every way I can to forget u ...
But it seems that I've failed ...
Everytime ... I'll be wondering ...
What are u doing now? Are u busy? Or are u sick?
I can't stop myself to do so ...
Texting u had been one of my daily routine now ...

Sometimes I juz wished that I didn't talked to u on that day ...
The day where everything had started ...
I noe that I won't be able to pull myself out from it once I'd started something ...
And that was true ...
I wished I could stop everything rite now ...
I wanna hide in a corner, and never face u or the world anymore ...
Or can I juz bang my head on the wall, like I used to say?

Seeing u n ur group of frenz makes me feel ... alone.
Why can't I hav a group of frenz too like u do?
Why I can't be like everyone, having frenz that have the same interest together?
Instead, I was left out every time they talked, juz because I 'have different taste in music' ...
"Why are u singing Korean songs as u dun even understand the lyrics? If the Koreans heard u they'd probably laughed at u ..."
"If u say anything bout Koreans again I promise I'll smack ur head someday."
I dunno why would they say so ... It hurts u know ...

I juz envied my sis ...
Though she'd juz enroll in skul, she'd already made some frenz that has the same interest as her ...
I really really dun understand life ...
All I'd gained from life is juz betrayal, heartbreakings n insulting ...
What's the point?

Interesting Day

School was quite fun today ...
Coz :
(1) it rained in the morning
(2) the whole class were practically sleeping in BM class

(3) I liked the cheese bread I ate today
(4) BI class was FUN!!!
(5) we were talking bout some facts in Science class

The rain in the morning was refreshing ~
It was so cold n nice ... ^^
We had to change our prayer meet place to the 3rd floor though ...
Dragged my sis to prayer meet for the 2nd time ... ^^

BM teacher was shocked when the class say we didn't bring any BM books to skul ...
It's not our fault though ...
Sylvia (monitor) told us that BM teacher will not b coming for 3 days (Mon - Wed) ...
Apparently, she said our BM teacher sms-ed the other class' BM teacher to tell us that ...
That teacher told Sylvia that she will b absent for 3 days ... (and Sylvia isn't the type to lie!)
And when our teacher came in today ... XD
We spent our time doing I-dunno-what when she's explaining bout the boring komsas ...
And the next period she juz left us to do our own things ... ^^

BI class was the BEST!!!
The whole class loved our BI teacher ~
She'd even gave us her hp no. when somebody ask for it ... X3
She talked bout a healthy life (for essay-writing) ...
Then we skipped to other topics ... XD
She called Phoebe as Flying Horse (plz translate it into Cantonese for the original words), then decided juz to call her Flying Horse (in English) coz we're not allowed to speak other languages (except English) in that class ... Or we muz write an essay (dunno if it's a reflective essay) ...

She said our class are becoming more n more like a zoo ...
We hav quite a number of animals inside, wit our BI teacher as the 'zoo keeper' as she said.
All included a Flying Horse (Phoebe), a chick (Sylvia), a Pigmy elephant (Li Fei) ...
We kept hearing some weird sound (I think it's the sound of the trumpets?) in class ...
Teacher said it's Li Fei's 'elephant mate' calling for her ... Hahax ...
I laughed like there's no 2moro then ... XDD
'It' kept calling n calling then teacher told Li Fei to juz go over to her 'mate' n start 'mating' ...
OMONA ... That was funny ~ XDD

The last 2 Science period, teacher asked us some question ...
And we started to talk bout F4 Physics then ... something about velocity or stuff ...
She refused to explain more, saying that we'll learn it next year ...
That makes us even more confused ... @@

Anyways ... I've found my bookmark back ... ^^
It's actually underneath my bag ... Lolx ...
But I'm glad that I've found it back ...
Thank God ... X3

26 January 2010

I almost had a heart attack ...

OHMYGDRAGON.
Today I've juz heard something that is TOTALLY ridiculous ...
And unbelievable ... And shocking ... And totally IMPOSSIBLE ...
That is (something I can't tell you guys) ... XDD

Wat I wanna tell you is ...
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT ...
After what had happened yesterday morning ...
U tell me this???
How did you expect me to react???
'Oh. How cool. Keep it up. I support you. ^^'
Like THIS???
Ouch ... You've crushed my heart. Totally.

And Hongki n Wonbin is definitely NOT gay ... XP

Finding Lost Bookmark

I lost my bookmark ... again.
I can't find it anywhere ...
Still saw it yesterday, inside my book ...
Dunno why it disappeared now ...

Haiz ... This is the nth bookmarks that I've lost ...
Wished I can find it back ...
It's a Christmas gift from my pastor ... a purple cross bookmark.
And now I've lost it ... T^T

Aww ... I want it back ~ ><

A late update

It's already the last week of Jan ... Woots ~
So much had happened since this year ... Really much ...
Especially yesterday ... 25th Jan 2010 ...
Junho's bday ...The day I got rejected without even confessing ... The day we had a 'conflict' wit the F4 girls ... And the day we ran for 200m ...
Will never forget this day ... ^^

Junho's bday is nothing special to say ...
He probably was in Korea celebrating his bday wit the other 2PM n 2AM's members ...
Well, hope he had a great day yesterday ~ XDD

Confessing ... isn't what I intended to do ...
Coz I dun like to deal wit rejections n heartbreakings ... ><
Oh well, this'll be my 1st experience then ~ ^^
Dun worry, I won't be singing GD's 'Heartbreaker' ... X3

The conflict turned out 2 b solved by a CW teacher ...
I dun wanna write much bout it ...
But 1st of all, muz puji Eunice here ~~~
She deserved all the credits since she did well in convincing the F4s to leave the place ... (they didn't listen to her, though.)
She's great coz she spoke wit good manners like a CW shud hav ...
Unlike me ... I definitely can't handle this kind of situations well ... X3
Well Qin, ur CW junior is good ... Ur efforts aren't wasted ... ^^

The runnings ... Oh ... XP
If 100m I still can cope wit it ... But 200m???
That's a bit too much la ...
Was very tiring ... I still managed to get 2nd though ... ^^
Alison's still the 1st ... XD
Then we also did the long jump ... which I have TOTALLY 0% faith n interest in it ... XP

Well, that was particularly yesterday's things ...
And oh, found Kiesha's blog a few days ago ...
Woots ~ KPOP things ~~~
GO GIRL ~ XD
Is still wondering whether her hubby is Jaebeom (Jay) or Jonghyun ...
Wat am I supposed to call her then??? Mrs. Jay Park or Mrs. Kim Jonghyun???
Oh well ... that leaves to her to figure it by herself ... XDD

24 January 2010

What can I do ...

I find no peace alone.
Always doing things without a single person beside.
It's so frustrating ... pathetic even.
Seems like I can only rely on my own everytime ...
With the strength of God ... and the help of Kpop music ...
Juz that would keep me from being alive for now ...

Best regards from Jungmin to Hongki n Wonbin, wherever both of you are now ... and to my GA ... ^^

Totally RANDOM

Woots ~
It's already Sunday ~
And 2moro's gonna wake up early to school again ... ><
Lolx ...

I'm already going near the end of the book 'The Circle of Stone' ...
Hmm ... 2moro's gonna return both 'Forever Summer' n 'The Circle of Stone' back 2 the library ...
It's great that our skul finally allows students to borrow 2 books at a time ~
Hope that I'll be able to borrow some good stuffs then ~ X3

Gonna watch 'Good Daddy Show' on Youtube later ...
Can't wait for Hongki's appearance along wit his BFF Heechul ...
Kyaa ~ XDD

Is still waiting for you to show up now ... ^^
Even though I could guess that you've forgotten what you've said juz now ... ^^
It's okay ~ X3

If I could juz ...

Juz came back from Wild Fire Party ...
It was a BLAST ~
But I'm not gonna write bout it 2day ...
Not in the mood 2 write that ...

Again ... Felt so disappointed ...
Was hurt by ur words ...
What do u mean by that?
I was juz trying to help ...
But that was the words I got from you?
How would I ever know if you dun tell me anything???

I've realized that ... most of the time it's me who's telling u stuffs ...
No matter thru blog or text ...
Yet u would keep things from letting me know ...
It's hard to understand u ... coz u keep ur feelings hidden most of the time ...
Even after u told me something, u'll juz say 'It's okay' to me ...
I really wanna noe more bout u ...
But it's like you're shielding yourself wit a invisible barrier, keeping me outside ...
Is it that I've not gained your trust? Am I not trustworthy?
I dunno ...
But wat I noe is that juz like you're my GA, I wanna be yours too ...
I wanna be the person whom u could think of to go to if u hav problems ...
U could complain or crap to me from morning till nite n I won't mind even a bit ...
Or u could keep me from sleeping in the midnight ... Though probably u'll b asleep too by then ... ^^
That's juz what I hoped I could at least do something for you ...
But I dun think I hav a chance to do that ...

Anyways ... Still wanna wish u good luck on ur problems ...

Hope you could hav a good nite's sleep ... ^^

22 January 2010

Randomness

Kya ~
Was feeling much better after I confessed everything ...
Back to normal again ~ X3

Juz now listened 2AM's new songs ...
The song 'Can't Let You Go Even If I Die' is nice ~
But their another taebak [big hit] song is 'To Her' feat Chansung ~ (OMGD Chansung's rapping is the HIGHLIGHT!!!) XDD
Gonna download it the next time ~ X3

Is working on my surat tidak rasmi karangan now ...
Haiz ... 2moro nid 2 pass up d ...
Now only write until the 1st paragraph nia ...
I DUNNO WAT 2 WRITE ~~~ ><
Luckily got Li 2 help me ~ XDD
Or else I dunno 2moro wan 2 pass up wat d ... XP
Thx ya ~ ^^

Really dun wanna go skul 2moro ah ... ><
So bad 1 ... Sat is supposed to be free-from-skul day 1 maa ... XP
Still nid 2 wake up early ...
Haiz ...
Then my GA would want 2 sleep early again ...
So no one teman me chat d ... T^T

Aish ... Nid 2 faz faz do fin homework ah ...
I dun wanna keep till 2moro d ...
Can't wait for 2moro nite's WildFire Party ~~~
Yay ~ Juz luv PARTIES ~ X3

I am so totally a WEIRDO ... XP

Haiz ...
Dunno wat's going on wit me 2day ...
Been acting very weird in the whole afternoon ...
Talking nonsense ... Emotional breakdown ...
Wat a day ... XP

First, I'm fine here ... at least by now ... ^^
So the ppl out there (somewhere), dun worry bout me ya!
Thx for caring for this yeoja [girl] here ... and nan jinjja haengbok [I'm really happy] here ...
Kamsahamnida [Thank you] ~ ^^

Second, I gotta apologize to someone here ...
I'm very sorry for what had happened afternoon ...
I really dunno wat've gotten into me juz now ... to say that kind of things to you ...
Mianhae [I'm sorry] ... I hope you still can forgive me ...
Though I know you absolutely have no reason to do so ... ><

Well, that's all I wanna say for now ...
Thx for hearing me out ... ^^

21 January 2010

Life???

Haiz ...
Had been so busy for the past few days ...
Homeworks n tuitions for now ...
More homeworks, activities n projects are yet to come ... ><
Since when did life become so HECTIC???
Totally can't get used to it ... XP

I wish my old life will come back ...
But yet I do not wan 2 part wit the new things I've gained in this year ...
New frenz ... New fun ... New stories to tell ...
Sometimes I'll miss the old times ...
Back when we're still in K2E ... Or even the 6M time in Sin Kang ...
The 'reunion meets' I've had last Sat in CLHS wit my old frenz made me think a lot ...
We used to be very close back then ...
But now? Haha ...
My closest guy fren since Std 1 had become someone I rarely talked to ...
And my BFF back in elementary skul had gone to Union ... and I haven met her since dunno when ...

But I'm still glad that another year has gone ...
I'm 15 already ... (but that doesn't makes me wanna study more. XP)
I made new frenz n new BFFs as time goes by ... 
I had depressed n I had joy ...
I fell down n I climbed up again ...

So I'll still thank God for all of these ...
For giving me a new year ...
For letting me know what's a true friendship ...
For putting a guadian angel next to me everyday, hearing my complains and stuff ...
For giving me a chance to love and be loved ... ^^

20 January 2010

Happy Bday Jun Brothers ~

^ Jun Brothers ~
Junho (white) n Junsu (black)

Woot ~
Guess wat???

Jan 20th. The day between Jan 15th n Jan 25th.
The day between 2PM's Jun brothers' bday ~ X3
So ... Wat I wanna say is ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYZ ~~~ XD

Jan 15 - Junsu - Happy Belated Bday!
Jan 25 - Junho - Happy 5-days-earlier Bday!

Hahax ... XDD

19 January 2010

Yesterday

Okay ... To fill up for yesterday (18/1/10) ... ^^

Yesterday woke up at 5 for some reason ...
Then woke up (officially) again at 6 ...
Had a minor headache ... (or it was a major one? I dunno ...)
Went to school n prayer meet as usual ...
Was very sad when we heard bout the Dragon Boat tradegy ...
Prayed for the guys n their frenz n families ...
Then went back 2 class ...

1st lesson ... PJ.
Well, I was not very eager for that ...
Coz (1) headache (2) still very sleepy ... ><
Teacher (dunno why they call her muscle woman ... XD) announced tat we're doing high jump on that day ...
Aish ... Such bad luck ... Fine watever ... ><
Then she announced again that we could not use 'dive' but could only do 'backflip' n 'scissors' ... (watever that means ...)
FYI, I've been using 'dive' since elementary school ...
How was I supposed to jump if I can't use that???
Anyways ... In the end, out of 30 sumthing ppl (some ppl haven jump yet) we hav almost 10 sumthing ppl doing 'dive', including me ... XDD

After PJ, was the WORST lesson of the day ... BC ...
And it was 2 periods ah ... ><
Well, she talked in a boring way ...
And I end up dozing in her class ... ALMOST ...
Luckily I sat behind ... Phew ... XD

BM was boring too, as usual ...
After rest is Geo ...
Well I can't understand what she's talking either ... X3
BI was DEFINITELY the most interesting class ever ~
Our teacher was SOO funny ~~~
At that time, the hall was doing some auditioning for the 'wen yu wan hui' ...
And our 'dear' ass. monitor and her 'gang' was practically 'begging' BI teacher to let them go n see ...
But of coz, she rejected her idea ... XD

Then SV teacher ...
Aish, he's SOO steam ... Hahax ... XDD
And our ass. monitor and her 'gang' managed to ponteng with our poor teacher ...
Haiz ...
MM lesson was as usual ... Nothing special ...
PM teacher was also a nice one ...
At least she could joke wit us ...

At 3.00pm, I headed back to skul for rumah sukan ...
We did 100m running n 'pao qian qiu' there ...
Aww ... I only got 2nd place for running wit my class de red team members ...
I've wanted to get 1st ... Too bad Alison's faster ... ><
'pao qian qiu' is okay to me ... ^^
Everyone went back at 5.15pm ... Except me ... and Eunice ...
We stayed back to wait for our sis ...
So we sat in the canteen n sembang ... ^^
It's been so long since I've had a nice long chat wit her ~
We've been in a different class this year ... T^T

Anyways ...
We'd been talking some things then ...
U know ... 'Girls stuffs' ... XD
Sry but can't reveal it out here ... XDD
I brought my 'ph' (a code me n Eunice created ytd) there ... ^^
And I 'sph' (code) someone without the notice of all those 'eyes' (code) n 'robot eyes' (code again) ...

To ... ^^

Today's another day again ...
Was thinking why did so many things happened recently ...
And it's not even a month yet!!!
Haiz ...

Someone fell sick again ... ><
Li ah, u really nid 2 take care of urself ah ...
Or else I'll be nagging like ur mum d ... XP
I dun wanna b a mum at such young age ... XDD

Really really nid 2 take care ...
Coz I'm not there 2 take care of u ... (dun care me perasan. XD)
I noe recently happened quite a lot of stuff ...
Be strong kay???
If u fall, I'll be ur tiang n support u ~ (though I also dun quite understand wat I'm saying. XD)
Then if we 2 fall, we still hav God rite???
So dun worry to much n RELAX ~ ^^

Li,
Aza aza HWAITING!!! XD

17 January 2010

Kiyeopda ~

Was sms-ing Li again ... ^^
Told him he was too cute to be my dog ... (since I like dogs big n fluffy, definitely NOT those chihuahua type. -_-'')
He replied me, I where got cute??? Giv me proof ... XD
I told him tat he looked cute when he sang + played the keyboard ytd ...
So serious ~ X3
And he was like, serious = CUTE?????

Hahax ... Told ya my taste on boys was weird ...
I juz like to say them cute ... ^^
Ppl say handsome 1 I only say okay ...
Like Jaebeom (Jay), my sis kept saying that he is handsome ...
But I juz shook my head n say, 'Small eyes.'
Jay was juz so NOT my taste ... I liked Chansung better ... XD

Anyways, back to the previous topic ...
I said he was cute, and he was so happy then ... (Rite??? XDD)
As long as he's happy, then I'm good ~
Since he sounded SO gloomy juz now ...
I was so worried bout him ... ><

And guess what???
I'd not broken my promise today ~
I did not get angry at him ... ^^
Will try hard to keep with the promise ...
Hopefully it would last till forever ...
Then I won't be angry at him till forever ... XDD

Such a tradegy ... T^T

I got the news on fb ...
CLHS dragon boaters went missing wit their teacher on a practice ...
5 of them, if I'm correct, wit a teacher ...
Haiz ... Such a sad news ...
To think of yesterday, they're probably busying wit the pameran ...
And now, suddenly gone ...
How sad ... T^T

Though I didn't know any of them ...
I still hope at least some of them will return safely ...
May God help those who's still missing to stay alive ...
And to comfort those who'd lost their beloved ones ...
God bless all CLHS Dragon Boat club members + teachers ... ^^

16 January 2010

Visit to CLHS

Finally got to visit CLHS for my entire life ...
The 1st and probably the last time ... ^^Thx to my cousin Emma ~
I'd never thought that he would offer to bring me there ...
Aww ... X3

So we went there, using the 'short-cut way' they've used when they were running late to school ...
And they're ALWAYS running late ... Lolx ...
We went in passing the big-but-not-bigger-then-PCGHS's field ...

All the way looking at some guys passing by and playing football (or whatever ball) in the field ...
Then the tour started ... right from the front.
Emma brought me round the whole school like, NON-STOP ...
Passing by lots of his frenz on the way ...

The place I remembered the most is the aquarium ...
Not that I'd went inside by chance ... (dunno why it's closed though. XP)
Saw some fish in the pond ...
As Emma told the teacher jokingly, 'I came to see if your fish are dead.'
Lolx ... Typical Emma ... XD
I texted Li there juz 2 tell him that I'm there ... Lolx ...
That was a pretty no-brainer thing to do ... Since I know that he's probably busy ... ^^
Anyways ~ XD

Emma brought me everywhere, and I've met like, 7 of my frenz all the way ...
Qin Jie, Jick Shen, Jun Xian, Solomon, Min Yi, Wilson, Adrian and even our church member Wei Sheng  ...
All of them were pretty shock to see me there though ...
Probably wondering who's the guy (Emma) beside me luu ... XD

Then we're busy hiding from Josh (coz Emma dun wan him 2 see us, but actually he ady seen me in the hall ^^) ...
While we're hiding away, guess who we met?
Li holding his phone in his hand, sitting outside the SPBT room ... Hahax ~ XDD
Managed to say hi to him ... ^^

Then Emma took me to the CF room ...
He met his (best fren?) there ...
A KRS guy ... Forgot what his name is though ... XP
Later I found out that this guy was way funny ... XDD
Then they spent their time talking with the CF teacher ...
She seemed nice ... ^^

But talking bout school is boring, so I went out to 'explore' the place by myself ...
And almost get my bearings wrong (again) ...
Luckily got my way back ... But the guys were gone ...
And I was like, OMO, where are they???
Panic seized me ... ><
But I stayed there anyways ...
It would be better then if Emma asked and I would at least know where I am rite?
I texted Li but no reply came back, probably busy again ...

Then I juz stayed there ... watching ... watching ...
Until I saw a familiar face down there ...
Li was talking to a teacher juz rite below!
Felt relief to see someone I noe there ...
But he hadn't come for me ...
Juz for who knows what reason ...
Then I'm left standing there ... watching ...
Josh came a lil bit later ...
But then, he ignored me also ... ><
Was feeling like an invisible person then ... T^T
So I walked away, after some time there ...

Bought an ice-cream (coz I'm mad n hungry at the same time. XD)
After some time eating, finally met Emma n his fren ...
Went walking for a while, and I told them I wanna meet a fren at the canteen ...
A fren, who happens to tell me where he was but doesn't want me to go n meet him ...
Fed up again, and I juz sat under the small tree n started reading my book.
Got up a lil longer, walked out of that area, turned aroud, and to see him walking out.
Wasn't sure if he saw me, but I definitely saw him.
I turned around, not facing him ...
And turned again to see him walking to the basketball field.
BOOM!!! I had enough.
Ran off as fast as I could (not fast enough wit my heavy bag).
And juz stayed near somewhere ... to hear Guang Liang's song Dou Shi Ni ...
It was an old song that I liked years ago ... ^^

Well, met up wit Emma n his fren again ... and we went to the canteen for some drinks ...
Emma bought me a soya (which only costs 40sen, cheap ~ ^^) ...
While the guys juz bought coffee ... ^^
That's where I saw Wilson ... and Adrian.
LOL ... Adrian ...
That guy ... Text me and asked whether Emma is my bf ...
I said no he's my cousin ...
And he said, ppl always say cousin bt in the end together de ...
LOL ... Feel like wanna smack him nia ... XD
I threathened him that he will kena on Thursday ...
He said he scared pulak ... XP

Later, Emma went to some class to find his fren (still the KRS guy) coz he go n get his bag b4 that ...
I saw that guy taking off his KRS boots later ...
OMO ... So high up ...
He complained that it hurts alot though ...
He said that we're lucky coz we don't wear those black boots when we gather ... ^^

Went back to Emma's house later ...
We stayed for laksa ... Though I dun eat that ... XD
Bath at there, really can't stand the hotness ... XP
Then straight away went to BJ for the curtains ...
SO TIRING ~~~
Reached home at last at 4 something ... ><
Haiz ... ^^

Anyways, I made a promise to Li ...
I can't get angry at him for a month ...
SO ... I'll juz forget everything that happened today ... ^^

Alert : Missing person


Name : Oh Won Bin

Ethnicity : Korean
Age : 20 years

Height : 180 cm

Weight : 63 kg

Birthday : March 26, 1990

Education : Seungjji High School, Gyeonggi University (majoring in Digital Music)

Hobby : Exercising, Reading, Listening music

Others stuff about him :
- Formal member of FT Island (Soft Vocal, Guitar, Rapper, Harmonica)
- Only son in his family
- Sang for 'You're Beautiful' OST with Miss $ (after his departure)

My message to him :
Binnie ... WHERE ARE YOU???
We Primadonnas can't live without you ~
FT Island muz be with (6 members?)
Hongki, Jonghun, Jaejin, Minhwan, Seunghyun and you ...
Plz ... At least APPEAR SOMEWHERE ...
Dun juz disappear ... ><
I miss you so much ... ^^

15 January 2010

怎么办?

不懂该说些什么 ...
心情好复杂。
总觉得刚刚不该对他开那玩笑的 ...
现在他都不理人家了 ...
该怎么办啊???

14 January 2010

Random ~ XD

Hmm ... Seems like no one's visiting my blog now ...
No one comments on my Cbox de ...
Only got Li nia ... Then he's also missing d ... @.@???
So bad ... ><

Happy ~
Coz Emma's gonna bring me go 2 his skul on Sat ~~~
Hope tat my parents will allow luu ... ^^
Never been into CLHS b4 ... X3
Heard Joel said that he lost his way there back when he's in F1 ...
I dun believe tat luu ... XP

Seow Ling also said tat she'd almost lost her way at PCGHS when she's in 1st year ...
But when it's my turn ... I didn't get lost there also ... ^^
Coz I got a PCGPS fren 2 bring me walk the whole school for like, 4 - 5 rounds on the 1st few days ... Lolx ... (we hav plenty of time then) -_-''

Woot ~ 2moro's Friday ~
So fast ~~~
Happy luu ~ ^^
The 1st Friday I'm going 2 spent at skul on year 2010 ... (coz last Fri I din attend skul) ^^
Though it means I'm gonna do my duty then ... Wiping windows ... -_-''
Coz Ali (Not Li, okay??? XD) wanna wipe d windows, then if I pick clean blackboard also muz clean d rubbish bin ... ><
So maa teman her wipe windows luu ...
Well, never mind that ... XD

Trust? Whatever ...

Was opening the laptop again ...
Even though was told (everytime) not to ... XP
Mum scolded me for that ...
"F3 ady still play play ... If ur exam results are not good then I dun care if ur big d, I will still punish u ... "
"You do this everytime when I'm not around, then how can I trust u? How can ppl trust u like tat???"

Oh really? Did u EVER trust me?
Dun think so ...
Since when did u really take notice of my stuff, huh?
Well I dun care if no one trust me ...
Juz DON'T ...
I'm tired of doing things juz to please others ... XP

13 January 2010

Juz A Lil Update ... ^^

Hav been kinda buzy recently ... (though I'm still on9-ing rite now)
Homeworks had been a LOT since I've not attended skul for 2 days ...
Still haven't finish them by now ... ><

I noe that I've been abandoning my fics since Dec 25th last year ...
And I'm very sorry for that ... ><
Can't think of any other things 2 write ...
Plus ... I think I'm starting to lose interest in the fics ... XP
Is planning 2 write a new one though ... XD
About 2PM ... and you of coz ... (duh ...)
Hmm ... Shud I post it back on Winglin???
Or shud I juz post it here ... Then update my sis 2 read it when another chapter comes out???
Haiz ...

Gonna stop writing for now ...
Hungryzzz ...
Still haven't fin Maths yet ... ><

12 January 2010

One Day

I hate you.
I've been saying this again and again ...
I'm tired of waiting for you all night long ...
Only you ... juz only you ...
I thought of you as my angel ...
I was crazy over you ...
Everytime when you appeared, my heartbeat goes faster ...
You gimme the light I've waited for ...
Without you, my life goes on without colour ...
I'm lost without you guiding me ...
Tik tok ... As time goes by ...
I dunno if you might come back to me ...
But I'll be back 2 u before you knew it ...
This is my love for you ...
Juz accept this as a confession of a friend ...
Or juz ignore it as you wish ... ^^

11 January 2010

Promise

I dunno what to feel now ...
You've managed to kept your promise, yet I'm not happy.
I dunno what to expect now ...
I dunno if you're texting me back everytime coz you think I'm annoying ...
Or you're juz bored enough to play wit this little girl (me) ...
Or watever reasons you have ...

Other ppl text others wit the mind thinking of the ppl ...
But I dunno if you do that ... I do.
Waiting is no fun ... I dun like it ...

No mood to continue writing ...
The weather's too hot ...
I'm starting to crap here ...
Still gotta finish drawing d butterfly ...
And to text somebody ...
Well, I'm off ~ XD

2nd week of school *sigh*

Haiz ... Is sick 2day ...
Went to school for prayer meet as usual ...
Felt a lil bit dizzy there, Alison kindly prayed for me ...
Later we hurriedly went back 2 class, for the monthly assembly ...
I attended only half though ... My mum came and fetched me home later ...
So far for my 1st assembly in the morning class ... ><

Went back at 8.30am and then went for a nap.
And the nap turned out to be for 4 hours ... -_-''
Luckily I'm feeling okay after the long nap ... ^^
I haven't ate my lunch yet though, not hungry ...
Planning to do that a bit later ...

Well, here I am now ...
Back at home again ...
Reading Sejarah Bab 1 from the book Success ...
They printed something wrong inside though ...
It should be in 30 yrs the Pemulihan Meiji lasted ...
But they wrote 20 yrs in the book ...
I knew tat was wrong coz our Sej teacher made us do (copy) our nota ourself from the text book ...
The 'research' I made juz now also indicated tat it's 30 yrs ...

Watever ... I'm following the text book ... XP
Okay, now BACK TO SEJARAH ... XD

10 January 2010

Depressed ...

I'm depressed ... Very depressed ...
Not even onlining can do any help to me ...
And you're not here ...
I can't stand it anymore ... ><

Is this so hard?

Dunno why ...
Recently I kinda feel like wanna find a bf ...
But I dun wan 2 play de ...
I want a real relationship, the one-shot kind till marriage ones ...
But this seems impossible for now ...

I want a guy who can protect me from everything ...
A guy who would not let me down everytime, nor would he make me sad ...
A guy who can give me all the attention I've wanted all along ...
A guy who never abandon me when I'm lonely ...
Nor would he forget me ...

Is all this that hard to get???
Why ... would I never got anything I want in my life?
It's so pathetic ...
I'm so lonely that I wanna cry now ... T^T

Some freedom please???

How I wished I could go out ...
Haiz ... All my frenz could do that since 2 years ago ...
And I'm still stuck in my house everytime ... ><
Coz mum doesn't let me hang out wit frenz ...
Why? She said things like, 'later kena kidnap then u noe' or stuffs like tat ...
Lolx ... If that would happen easily, then how many of my frenz had been kidnapped??? ><

And she still asked me not to stay in front of the pc everyday ...
Mum, what would u want me to do at home besides sticking to the pc since you never LET ME GO OUT??? -_-''
I wanted freedom ... so much ... T^T
I wanna go hang out wit classmates, wit frenz ...
Juz go shopping, watch movie or karaoke ...
It's different from going out wit parents ...
Coz parents are NOT frenz ...
It's the frenz who go wit u who makes the difference ...

Well, if u dun wanna let me go out ...
I'll juz stay home everyday until I graduates ...
With NO social activities wit other ppl ...
No hang outs, no bfs, no nothing till I die ...
Can??? XP

And she would juz say ...
If u can't find a decent guy, u no nid 2 get married de ...
Women can survive on her own without the help of guys ...
Even better if u dun depend on them ...
WTF??? Who thinks like that at this kind of time???
Plz la ... Even though I dun resembles a girl (somehow), I still wanna fall in love and get married de kay???
That's not what a mother would tell her daughter lolx ...
I definitely wouldn't ...
In fact I would giv my child (childrens) enough freedom to do what they want ... XD
I wouldn't want my kids to become like me ah ... XP
Hahax ... XDD

不是每一句对不起,都能换来一句没关系

Found it among my emails sent by a friend ...
An interesting yet sad post ... ^^

男孩和女孩从小就认识,男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾,每次男孩总是满载而归,女孩却是两手空空,女孩总是失落的含着眼泪,独自一个人回到家,然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前,男孩敲响女孩家的门,女孩一见是男孩,扭头就走,男孩追上前,对女孩说:“对不起,我把你的虾都捉走了,给,我把它们养在小鱼缸里,送给你。”女孩眉头一放,慧心的笑了,就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年,转眼,他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起” 。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩,经常会把女孩逗到哭,然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止,直到长大后,也是如此。

男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有,然后躲在远处,看女孩着急的走投无路,等着女孩拨通他的手机,然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩,依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来,灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车,任由女孩在一旁发牢骚,男孩却暗自窃喜,然后委屈的对女孩说:“对不起,我知道错了。”随即,女孩便会柔弱下来,告诉男孩下次不允许那样,男孩点头,于是,那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐 。

大学毕业后,男孩和女孩各自有了工作,男孩的工作总是很忙,有时一个月都休息不到一次,而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她,终于,他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来,可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩:“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于,女孩还是忍不住,主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交,可每次,都是女孩先妥协。

那年,女孩生日,男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日,女孩欣喜不已,她在家精心打扮,等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日,这一等就是凌晨,女孩在睡梦中醒来,脸上挂着泪痕,男孩见到女孩,心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕:“对不起,嫁给我好吗?”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。
 
婚后,男孩的事业大有成就,经常有许多应酬,而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了,每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭,把家里收拾的干干净净,她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着,男孩总问他为什么,女孩却总是慧心的一笑。

慢慢的,男孩每次回家,身上总是充满了不同的香水味道,而每次没等女孩问,男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然,那时起,女孩不太爱说话了,也不像以前那么开朗了,她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里,抱着枕头看韩剧,然后随着剧情哭泣,夜深时,就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里,男孩回来时,身上的香水味只有一种味道了,女孩从来不问,可是男孩依旧说:“对不起,今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”,谎言的开始。
 
渐渐的,男孩开始不回家,或总是在外出差,男孩的事业越来越好,身边都是奉承的人,他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着,而女孩,几乎不出门了,她总会去超市买上很多方便面,和一些必要的日用品,然后把自己关在家里,这一呆就是很久。从前,女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天,而现在,她孤身一人,身边没有一个可以说话的人,每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家,男孩总是仓促的回答到:“对不起,我太忙了。”女孩,失落的扣上电话,那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “对不起”,只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子,开始打扮自己,她觉得男孩不回家,也许是看腻了她,她决定不再颓废,自己的幸福应该靠自己争取,而不是无谓的后退。

那天,女孩心血来潮,按照地址去了男孩工作的地方,那是女孩第一次去,也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯,来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方,她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落,这里的一切,她都觉得很好看。终于,绕过长长的办公走廊,她来到男孩的办公室,轻轻的推开门…女孩愣住了,眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫,也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子,更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩,而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上,***的发出微弱的呻吟声,那个男人,仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽…

许久,男孩才发现了女孩,男孩惊慌失措,忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩,转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去,追着女孩,那晚,大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊,径直往前跑,往回家的方向跑,男孩在女孩后面大喊:“对不起,我还是爱你的,对不起,我真的只爱你。”可女孩,始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩,女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗,无心工作,无心花天酒地,他想不到女孩可以去哪里,因为女孩没有朋友,她唯一的朋友就是男孩,男孩终日守着电话机,手机24小时不关机,怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。

快递为男孩送来一个盒子。

男孩打开一看,里面是许多河虾的标本,有的在树叶边休息,有的在水草里躲着,各式各样的河虾标本,旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你,可能是我太懦弱,也或许是我根本不想见到你,我想这些『警告:注意文明用语!』应该过的没什么两样吧,我很好,我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活,我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己,而不用每天等着你回家,为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜,直到凉了也不见你的人,我的手机已经不用了,因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机,让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己,珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想,我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的,因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书,就压在鱼缸的底下,你签完字,按照地址给我寄过来就行了。对不起,我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去,他满心希望能够见到女孩,然后让女孩原谅,并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她,可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲,而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。

女孩的父亲告诉男孩,女孩在写完这封信后,跳楼自杀了,血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年,男孩疯了。


每个人在自己的生命里头,一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人,不是每一句的对不起,都可以换来每一句的没关系…千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人,那对谁,都不好…把这个故事传下去,让你的朋友们知道,不要随意地说出对不起…
 
I hope I won't encounter this kind of love story ...
It's too saddening ... T^T
I won't have the courage to walk through it alone ...

Insomnia 2 - Midnight Updates

Okay ... I noe I'm insane by staying up here in the middle of the nite/morning ...
But juz wanna post something up before I went up trying to get some sleep ... ><

Juz wanna let u noe ...
I had an extremely fun music practice last nite ~ ^^
Josh came for the practice too ...
He asked me whether morning class is fun ... Lolx ...
Josh and his lame jokes again ... XP

It was my Uncle Sam leading worship yesterday and ...
My cousin Lydia came late ... again. -_-''
And her younger bro Emma made a 'dramatic entrance' for her using the keyboard ...
Though she's trying not to catch her dad's attention ... but failed.
So far for rushing to the church ... XD

Emma is still the same as usual ...
He had his hair cut since last week ...
Ahh ... It's weird for the 1st few times ...
But it went okay eventually ... ^^
He got worked up wit his 'new project' for the Kids' Sunday School ...
I think it's called 'Little Disciples' ...
He told almost everyone that made to the practice that 2moro he's gonna announce something ...
And tell everyone to think of a creative way to design a T-shirt for the kids ...
Well, I'm gonna try my very best in that ... since designing is quite my style ...
Juz dun wan 2 disappoint him ... Hahax ... XD

Oh and, I've been buzy the whole day becoz of someone ...
Particularly, someone's sms ... (not intending to blame u. XD)
Hahax thx to that, I didn't get all emotional when my grandmother's body was sent in to be turned into ashes ... (only to get emotional when that particular someone doesn't wan to reply my question. XP)
Really, I tend to get over-emotional when I see someone cries ...
And there's a lot of them who's crying at there ...

Anyways ... Back to thanking that guy ...
Well, it's been since a long time I had a fren to chat/sms like now ...
Really treasured it much ... (I noe u, dun get perasan again. XD)
Haven't got that much of a friend who's willing to sacrifice his/her time + money + energy to do so ...
Since I'm not that of the social kind of a guy ... (or girl. Whatever ...)

It was funny last nite ...
We're cheating in each other's quiz ...
And we both got 100% after that ~ XDD
Seriously, his is HARDER than mine ...
After all, mine is okay okay nia ... (though the 'chickin' n 'magnae' question is totally juz for my sis. XD)
So, until we meet next time ...
I had to save up my money to belanja him ... (promised that the 1st one who gets 100%, I belanja makan)
Hope it'll not be something way TOO costly ... (like the El-Mando's pizza. XD)
Or I'll be as broke as ... I dunno what ... XDD

But then, there's only one thing ...
Li ah, I can't get back to sleep coz of you!!!
Giv me back my slumber ~ XD
Aww ... Gonna be like panda Seungri 2moro ... ><

Guess what I'm doing rite now?
Yup. Playing Castle Age @ fb ...
That game was so addicting ...
Really dunno if I wanted to kill Josh or thank him for influencing me ... Haiz ...
Currently is at Lv 41 now ...
Is trying to reach/surpass Josh's Lv 52 ...
Woot ~ 11 levels more to go!!! XD

I really can crap a lot in my blog ...
But in reality, I juz can't seem to do so ...
It sucks to be unsocial ... XP
It'll be boring to go on parties, proms, or whatever without friends or a partner ... (not that I'm invited anyways)
Keep telling my sis not to become like me ...
But I think she's worse than me ... XP
At least I'll try to talk ... She won't. -_-''
I'm quite worried for her future ...
Hope she'll (somehow) find her bf in the future ... XD (talks bout this, I'm quite worried for myself to. XP)

Okay, time's up!
It's gonna be 5am soon and I'll be getting back for bed now ...
Nitez everyone ~ ^^

Insomnia

Never thought I would be that disappointed ...
Never thought u would be such a cliffhanger last nite ...
And I can't sleep peacefully coz of that ...

My heart is bleeding ... again.
It's crying in the middle of the nite ...
Trying hard to keep itself from tearing down ...
But in the end it fell back into pieces again ...
I'm speechless

09 January 2010

Curiousity kills a cat ... ^^

There's something I'm EXTREMELY curious bout someone here ...
Someone who keeps asking me questions bout wat type of guy I like ...
But doesn't wants to tell me why he asked that ...
Curious curious ... @.@??

But ah ... I will misunderstand luu ...
I dunno wat you're thinking so ...
I dunno ... ^^

Next time, tell me wat u think kay? ^^

Wish ...

Even if I'm not by your side ...
Seeing that you're happy with your friends ...
Makes me happy too ...

I wanna take photos like all of you do ...
Freely outside ... Along wit other frenz ...
Juz wish ... I could do that too ...
Hope we can hang out some other times ... ^^

08 January 2010

I wonder ...

Sometimes I wonder ...
How would it feel like to have a relationship partner going through everything wit u ...
I mean, the 'boyXgirl' kind of relationship ...
Hmmm ...

I remembered Wilson posted his fb status bout something that says 'Why teens nowadays take BGR as an easy matter?' ...
And it led into many many other replies ... (hahax)
He asked why, and the others giv their opinions ...

When I discussed it wit Alison, she juz shruggered and said,
'It's coz this is also a part of growing up ...'
And it led me into thinking ...
What would it be like if I had a bf?
Haha ... I can't really think of that far yet ...
I can't even imagine if I had one ... ^^

But I think it would be nice though ...
To have someone to care for you everytime ...
No matter what happened, he'll be there for you ...
And to protect you if someone hurts you ...
It's nice to have a bf like that ... X3

But I think I'm juz overly imaginative bout this ...
Been reading too much mangas and fanfics recently ... XP
Aish ...
I wish Hongki would be here ~ X3
NO ONE STEALS MY HONGKI !!! XD

Who's who???

Let's play a game kay?
A guessing game ... ^^
Who's who??? XD




Everyone guess ~
And I'll reveal the answer later ... XD

Juz another day

Woke up recalling the dream I had last nite ...
I dreamt of a friend of mine that I've not seen him for quite long ...
Dunno why he n his sis appeared in my dream though ... ^^
Hahax ... Miss them so much ~ X3

I can still remember that the both our families get along very often, mostly after church wit the other church members ...
Hiking, durian-eating (only on durian seasons though), out for lunches, dinners, house parties, house countdowns ...
Really miss those precious times ... ^^

Well, I din go 2 skul 2day ...
My grandma passed away last morning ...
Aww ...
Will be missing her much ...
Though I dun really interact wit her much ...
But still ... T^T

Well, she'll be happier in heaven ~ ^^
Grans, there's something I wanna tell you ...
Thx for all the things you've bought for us (it doesn't suit us much though) ...
But the thought still counts ... ^^
Thx again n luv you ~ X3