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20 November 2009

Holidayz ~

Yay! School's OVER ~

Honestly, I dunno what should I feel ...
Holidays is finally comming ~
But I'd to part with my frenz ... T^T
It's a complicated feelings mixed of happy and sad.
Oh well, happy more ~ ^^

Now that it's holz ... I can on9 the whole day!
Yup. It's not that I hav other things to do anyways ...
I can't go out with my frenz or anything ...
So, on9 is my only choice ... XD

Holidayz, HERE I COME ~ XD

18 November 2009

Thank God for 36

Haiz ...
Sejarah test results posted ...
Out of 36 students only 10 something people passed.
And I failed. For the 1st time of my entire life ...
Hahax ... ^^

It's good that I'm not the only one failed in Sej though ...
Or else I'll broke down immediately after I received that news ...
Look at me, till now I'm still in a not-bad mood ~ XD
While my Sej paper juz got 36 marks ...
Lolx ... So far for making an effort to read it ...

Well anyways, I'm determined to do better next year ...
Though I'm not sure whether if I'm able to do so ...
But I can do anything with God rite?
And I believe in that ... ^^

16 November 2009

A Sad Story

Once there is a caged bird ...
Who lost its freedom since birth ...
Everyday, its mind was thinking of the outside world ...
Longing to be free from its cage ...

It was envious of the others ...
Who was free to roam around everywhere ...
They have the freedom to make friends with their other kind ...
But they just ignored the poor one in the cage ...
Thinking that it was not one of their kind ...

The bird was sad ...
No one was kind enough to be friends with it ...
And it wanted freedom ...
But it can't be done without the help of the other birds ...
And they just flapped their wings and flew away ...
Leaving the poor bird alone in its cage ...

Though they ignored it, there were still some of them who cared ...
They made friends with it and tried to help it to escape...
It made the bird happy ...
It was trying hard to escape from its cage to be with its friends ...
Who was endlessly encouraging and praising the bird for it's hard work ...

But in the end, it still failed to do so ...
The emotions that was hidden in its heart bursted out ...
It can't control everything anymore ...
The bird turned in to a really depressed mode ...
And was feeling hopeless to everything ...
It was a failure ...
With no friends ... And no memories ...
How it wanted to do so ...
But it hadn't had a chance ...

Autumn past ... And winter came.
The bird lost ...
It lost it's life to the coldness ...
And lost everything to everything ...

I was liked the caged bird ...
Who felt totally hopeless ...
And felt like a failure ...
With no friends and memories ...

Stars in the sky

Juz wanna post something interesting ...
Okay, maybe not-so-interesting to the others but I liked it anyways.
I took my own sweet time folding stars and these is my final products ...
Tadaa! X3


^ Originally by Me.
Except for the glass bottles, of coz ... --''
^ Carefully arranged and taken ...
I love this pic ~ ^^
These made me think of Hongki ...
And all those (harsh) words that my frenz said to me ...

Should I stop living in my dream and go back to reality?
I can't imagine myself without him by my side ...
How come they can't understand my love towards him?
And they still want me to stay awake?!

I'm so sorry but I love him ...
I prefer staying in my own fantasy, being with him,
Than staying awake in the reality, alone and lonely ...
Hongki is my everything ...
Well, almost ... ^^

13 November 2009

If only ...

It hurts so much that I love you ...
Yet I can't even see you ... hear you ... touch you ...
How pathetic ...

A friend of mine told me that he saw an angel ...
His angel that smile at him ...
What about me? Can I see my angel too?

I want to love you ...
If I'm given the chance ...
I would choose to follow you ...

But now ...
It's too late to say anything rite?
I can't cling on you anymore ...
Juz as I'd never had ...

12 November 2009

Life sucks ...

At last ... FINISHED EXAMS !!!
Yay ~ X3
And now ... Free like a bird ~
Or not ...

Life turns boring when u started losing/accomplishing ur goals ...
Everyday sit at class,
Talk, Play, no Love ...
Life is as boring as hell ...
Or so as I say ...

Still left 1 whole week till holz ...
What to do???
Mum 'bans' me from onlining on schooldays but who cares ...
Once holz starts also can't go anywhere ...
Only can sit in front of the pc whole day ...
I'm becoming more and more the nerdy type of the girl ...
NO !!!!! T^T

And I've cut my hair.
Short.
That stupid man obviously didn't get my point.
Whatever.
I'm tired of always being unheard by others ...
What's the point of living then?
I juz can't stand it.

Looks like I've juz found out that I hate life ...
Life sucks !!!
Being me, an unattractive girl who nobody cares, the eldest kid who is unloved, and a poor social life ...
What can I still ask for?

05 November 2009

Updates ~

So long never came up here ~
Well, juz gonna update some stuffs lately ...

Firstly is ... I'm still having exams now ...
Haiz ...
2 days, 5 subjects to go ...
Yeah! XD

Next, I'm attending a wedding this Sun ~
No, not mine ... (Lolx.)
My cousin's ...
So exciting ne? ^^

Third, I'm going to write a new fanfic for now ...
I'm not abandoning My Master, My Lover ...
Don't get me wrong ...
I'll continue to work on both of them after exam, kay?

Last, I'm SO IN LOVE WITH HONGKI ~
Love him Love him Love him ~ X3