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31 December 2009

Big Project coming up?!

Suddenly I feel like wanting to do this ...
Compose a song ... ^^

I've wanted to do this for a very LONG time ~
Since I was at elementary school ...
But by then I could only achieve something by composing lyrics using the melody of various anime theme songs (I noe it's lame, but who cares? XD) ...

Once at elementary skul, I'm really encouraged by my best frenz, Kelly and Jin Yuen ...
I remembered Kelly said something about composing lyrics is good ...
And I once sang my 1st piece of 'work' to JY, and she praised me ...
That really meant a lot to me ~
Thx girls ~ X3

And I'm really envious (in a good way) of Li, coz he can compose songs by himself and could even played it ... ><
Look at me, I'm no good at playing the piano ... T^T
So the only way to do it is (somehow) memorize the whole thing (melody) down in my mind and start lyric-writing a.s.a.p before I forgets everything (I have a REAL bad memory) ...

I'm not good at expressing myself ...
So I wished to express myself through this, and dedicate this song to a special someone ...

Well, I'm not sure if it'll be a success or it'll turn out to be a failure ...
Anyways, I'm sure to post up the lyrics I've written no matter how the 'song-composing' part turns out ...
Pray that God giv me the wisdom and strength and GOOD MEMORY to finish this 'project' ~ ^^

30 December 2009

Vote ~

Cast your votes for the Best Boyband and Girlgroup in Asia !!!

There's Big Bang, Super Junior, 2PM, FT Island and lots more for boybands ...
And Wonder Girls, SNSD, 2NE1, T-ara and others for girlgroups ...

Vote here!

Voting will end in January 4, 2010.
So be quick to vote for your Best Boyband and Girlgroup ~ ^^
_


To those who are not so interested ...
Plz help to vote for 2PM and/or FT Island to be the Best Boyband in Asia ~ X3

My 100th post being ... confused?

I dunno what to say ...
Your text made me happy ...
But then you let me down again ...
Now I'm feeling ... empty ...

I dunno ... I really dunno ...
Should I juz giv up?
Or should I juz continue liking you?
Confused ...

25 December 2009

Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Matte Shimatan Darou???

OMONA!!!
Since when did I start liking you???
I thought my heart was to another guy but ...
In the end, I realized that I was juz watching you ...

Maybe I was attracted by your doings?
Probably ...
You joked and made me happy when I'm down ...
And we talked about real funny stuffs when we met ...
I never had a chance to actually talk to 'him' like we do ...
And this feels special to me ...

I couldn't bear to admit it ...
Coz I'm afraid that it'll destroy our newly-built friendship ...
And I never would, coz I knew your heart belongs to another girl ...
A girl that I never knew ...
Probably better than me ...

It was juz like the song that DBSK sang ...
'Why Did I Fall In Love With You?'
Now what should I do???

24 December 2009

A Hopeless Christmas Eve

It's Christmas Eve today ...
But I dun feel the joyful atmosphere here ...
I'm somehow feeling down ...

A lot of things had happened in this past few days ...
Family stuffs, frenz' problems, church's events ...
It all didn't do any good to me ...
In fact, I'm even worst now ...
Haiz ...

The funniest thing is, I still need to act as a counsellor to my fren ...
Even though I'm in a bad condition like this ...
I'm still sms-ing patiently to my fren to cut the 'How-would-you-be-if-I-die' crap out of her ...
Aish ...

My head is always full of negative thoughts ... (God help me!)
What if my parents were to divorce? Though it seems impossible ...
Yet it's stuck in my head every time they quarrel ... Since when I'm a child (I forgot how old) ...
Yeah, that's how creepy I am.
A child. Thinking that her parent might divorce.
That's pathetic ...

Can somebody help to clear off my mind???
Anyone???
Oh God, plz help me ...

22 December 2009

10 Random Facts of Kpop Magnaes

Featuring :
Changmin (DBSK)
Chansung (2PM)
Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
Minhwan (FT Island)
Seunghyun (FT Island)
Seungri (Big Bang)

#1 : Magnaes like to EAT. And they never get FAT.

[Featured : Chansung, Changmin]

#2 : Magnaes usually don't get enough SLEEP.

[Featured : Seunghyun, Seungri]

#3 : Though they are the YOUNGEST, magnaes also have a HOT body.
[Featured : Chansung, Changmin]

#4 : Magnaes have the best SMILE ever.
[Featured : Seunghyun, Minhwan]

#5 : Sometimes, when it comes to CUTE, the HYUNGS had a better chance than the magnaes.

[Featured : Chansung(magnae) X Wooyoung(hyung),
Kyuhyun(magnae) X Sungmin(hyung)]

#6 : Magnaes just LOVE to SELF-CAM.
[Featured : Minhwan, Kyuhyun]

#7 : Magnaes are YOUNG, but they have the TALENT.
[Featured : Minhwan, Seunghyun]

#8 : Magnaes are a big FAN of CodesCombine.
[Featured : Changmin, Minhwan]

#9 : Magnaes have the POTENTIAL to be MODELS.
[Featured : Chansung, Seunghyun]

#10 : Magnaes just LOVE their HYUNGS.
[Featured : Donghae(hyung) X Kyuhyun(magnae) X Hankyung (hyung),
Seunghyun(magnae) X Jaejin(Hyung)]


Agree???

^^

21 December 2009

2009 Christmas Celebration @ Times Square

OMGDRAGON!!!
I'm so HAPPY ~
Yesterday nite I went for the Christmas Celebration held at Times Square ...
It was JUZ SO FUN!!! XD

There's lots of interesting event performed there ~
Dances, dramas, even choires ...
Everyone from Chinese, Indians even to Englishmens performed last nite ...
That was SO COOL ~

I met many of my frenz too ...
A CF senior from my skul, TOG members, and my ex-teacher Wilson (also a TOG member) ...
Long time no see ne ~ ^^

Took many many pics together ...
Though among all pics, there's only 1 wit me in it ... ^^
I'm gonna upload them all on fb ... XD

TOG members did a TERIFFIC job there ...
Their drama was a blast, and their worship was AWESOME!!!
I'll be seen jumping up and down if I weren't holding a camera then ... ^^

And finally ... I got to see him ~
He's so cute wit the scarf on his neck ...
He looked like he's coming from another country ~
And he's so shy ~ Wouldn't let anyone take his pic ... ^^

Ahh ~ This is the best Christmas I've ever had!!! XD

19 December 2009

Home Sweet Home

Woot ~
Finally came back from church's Children's Christmas Party ...
Tired ...
Had a nice day though ... ^^

Today I spent my whole day at church ...
10am had drama practice (but ended up overslept n woke up 10am) ...
Arrived there at 10.30 though ...
Makan at church (went out to buy wit my church fren) ...
I think they all mistaken us as a couple though ... Lolx ...
Stay until 3pm then the others came ...
We prepared for the children's party ...

Then juz came back home like at 8pm ...
Now very tired ... and hungry ...
But still dun 1 2 sleep ...
Hahax ...
Coz it's only 8.47pm nia ... XD

18 December 2009

Updates for Dec

Woot ~
Blog link changed!
I've been messing with some of the other things in my blog ...
You should have noticed that too ... ^^

Juz wanna change everything since it's almost Christmas ...
And besides, the previous posts were too gloomy ...
Need to change the atmosphere of my blog ...
Or I'll die coz of my own posts ... XD

Well, latest updates bout me here ~
Now is super addicted to 2PM, 2AM, SHINee and of coz, FT Island ~
But my no.1 fav song is still Big Bang's 'Hallelujah'!!!
Others may be 2PM's 'Heartbeat', 2AM's 'Confession of a Friend', SHINee's 'Ring Ding Dong' and other more!
FYI, all these songs can be found in my music player on my blog ... ^^

Gotta go sleep now!!!
Or I'll become a panda Seungri 2moro ...
Nitez world ~ ^^

07 December 2009

Stop

Why everyone muz force me ...
I said it, I dun wanna do it means NO ...
Can't they juz understand English?!
Or u want me to say it in Japanese? Korean?
Or whatever freakin' foreign language u can understand.

I'm tired of hearing that same words again ...
My dad says it. My mom says it. Even YOU said it to me.
What am I? A supernatural being?
I do not understand u guys and your godly ways.
I'm juz an ordinary middle-schooler who wants nothing than a simple life ...
Seems that it's imposible for now ...

I accept the fact that I can't go out like ordinary teens do ...
No hang-outs. No shoppings. No karaokes.
I also accept the fact that I can't celebrate Christmas with my own friends ...
Only dedicated to all those buzy events and tire myself out before I knew anything ...

How I wished to be the invited one. Not the one inviting people.
When was my last time being a relaxed guest at parties?
I've no idea ...
I juz wanna put down all those burdens and stresses I had all along ...
Am I wrong to do so?

I am so tired ...
Please ...
Make it stop ...

Christmas Superstar 2009


VCC presents ...
A Christmas event for everyone ... Christmas Superstar 2009!!!
Dress like a superstar to come ...

Join us in Christmas Superstar this 25th December!!!
There's gonna be lots of fun activities and exciting games on that nite!!!
Bring more friends to win a special prize!!!
Don't miss out the fun ~ ^^

Date            :  25 Dec 2009 (Friday)
Time            : 7:00pm - 10:00pm
Venue         : Vineyard Community Church
Dresscode : Superstar fashion

More information please contact :
Joshua - joshua711@hotmail.com

** Please notify us the number of people attending a.s.a.p.
We'll be providing light refreshment ... Thx for your co-orperation. ^^

04 December 2009

Get A Life

Dunno how to say ...
But I hav the feeling that ...
I'm not liked by anyone ...

No one bothers to pay attention on what I do ...
What I say ...
What I write ...
What I like ...
What I need ...
What I want ...

Life isn't fair ...
Why does someone that juz copies and paste something on fb.
Other ppl would immediately go comment after it ...
And after it ... And after it ...
While mine needs to be posted twice to get the attention of only one person?

Why does when someone wrote 'I'm bored'.
Other ppl would automatically find tat person and started to chat ...
Though it's some meaningless chat ... But it's still a chat ...
While I tried and I tried but no one cares ...

Why does when someone drags ppl to her side as her best fren is absent for the day.
And that person leaved her place beside me to go to that person ...
While no one comes to sit with me ...

Why does everyone could juz do anything ...
While here I am writing this ...
Why does partically NO ONE finds me when they're planning something ...
While I'm juz left out doing nothing ...
Why does everyone has a place to go in holz ...
While I'm home alone with my laptop ...

I don't want to live a life like this ...
I'm restricted to do EVERYTHING ...
No hanging outs. No parties. No shopping. No travelling.
I'm not even allowed to sleep later than 12 ... And it's holidays rite now ...

I'm tired of all this ...

I want to go wild. Not dull.
I want to hang out. Not left out.
I want ATTENTION. Not LONELINESS.

I want FREEDOM. Not RESTRICTIONS.

Could somebody juz turn back the clock?
Press the RESET button?
Or juz REPLAY?

I'm tired.
I juz wanna get a life ...