Stop

Why everyone muz force me ...
I said it, I dun wanna do it means NO ...
Can't they juz understand English?!
Or u want me to say it in Japanese? Korean?
Or whatever freakin' foreign language u can understand.

I'm tired of hearing that same words again ...
My dad says it. My mom says it. Even YOU said it to me.
What am I? A supernatural being?
I do not understand u guys and your godly ways.
I'm juz an ordinary middle-schooler who wants nothing than a simple life ...
Seems that it's imposible for now ...

I accept the fact that I can't go out like ordinary teens do ...
No hang-outs. No shoppings. No karaokes.
I also accept the fact that I can't celebrate Christmas with my own friends ...
Only dedicated to all those buzy events and tire myself out before I knew anything ...

How I wished to be the invited one. Not the one inviting people.
When was my last time being a relaxed guest at parties?
I've no idea ...
I juz wanna put down all those burdens and stresses I had all along ...
Am I wrong to do so?

I am so tired ...
Please ...
Make it stop ...