Why?

So sad ...
I can't afford to buy him in FFS ...
Not enough money ... *sob sob*
No one wants 2 help me pump my value also ...
Am I that hated by people?
That not even 1 single soul wants to help me?
Haiz ...

I noe that I'm not liked by some people ...
I noe that I'm not a good fren sometimes ...
But please ...
Can u show me some love?
Thx 2 those who do ...

Especially to my beloved one, Hongki.
I love u with all my heart ...
No matter what happen, I'll be strong juz becoz of u ...
Take care, kay?
You're the oldest one among them ...
So act like one ... ^^

I love you forever ...