Why?

So sad ...
I can't afford to buy him in FFS ...
Not enough money ... *sob sob*
No one wants 2 help me pump my value also ...
Am I that hated by people?
That not even 1 single soul wants to help me?
Haiz ...

I noe that I'm not liked by some people ...
I noe that I'm not a good fren sometimes ...
But please ...
Can u show me some love?
Thx 2 those who do ...

Especially to my beloved one, Hongki.
I love u with all my heart ...
No matter what happen, I'll be strong juz becoz of u ...
Take care, kay?
You're the oldest one among them ...
So act like one ... ^^

I love you forever ...

Haiz ... School ...

Skul starts 2moro ... Haiz ...
I hate skul ... It's boring ...
Boring scheduals ... Boring classes ... Boring people ...
I wonder why the holz can't be for 1 month ...
I noe it's impossible ... Haiz ...

Btw ... I'm quite happy now ...
I've made another new fren 2day ~ ^^
Well, it's not actually new ...
We have met each other quite a few times back at the camp, n b4 that too ...
But due to ... shyness? Age difference? I dunno ...
We never talked b4 ...

Juz now juz hav a short chat via msn ...
He was juz asking who I am ...
And we ended up chatting for a while ... ^^
Well, it was really a short 1 ...
A bit disappointed but what can I say?
He's quite busy, as I say ...
I juz hope we will be chatting or maybe talking to him the next time ... XD

I ♥ Hongki

Well ... Juz wanna share some of Hongki's pics ...

He's MINE ~

Oppa, saranghae ~ ^^

^ His debut hairstyle ...
Cute boy ~ ^^

^ Apparently, it got longer ...
Still very cute ~ ^^

^ He had a short haircut later ...
Our Hongki is maturing ~ ^^

^ His hair was dyed orange for their 3rd album : Cross & Change ...
Still my 'boy' ~
(Opps, I mean 'guy' ... ^^)

^ The latest hairstyle - blonde ...
Hongki looks good in everything ~ ^^

Name : Lee Hong Gi

Bday : March 2, 1990

Blood type : AB

Height : 178 cm

Weight : 60 kg

Education : Seongji High School

Hobbies : Singing, Listening to Music, Soccer,Games (board, internet n video games), cooking.

Family : Parents, younger sis, Hong Gi

Talents : Singing, Soccer

Best points : Smiling eyes

Position in band : Main Vocal

Motto : Do I know it?

For my future love : "Let's try our best! If I can't do well, please understand and forgive me."

Isn't my Hongki CUTE ~

Kya ~

Wanna listen to his voice???

It's here in my blog's playlist ~

FT Island ROCKZ !!! XD

FT New Single?!

FT Island will be having their new single?

So fast?!

Well, it's good 4 me ...

Coz I'll be loaded wit new songs in no time ~

Hongki ah ~ XD

FT Island's 3rd Japanese single Raining ...

Will be out on the 21st of October ...

Can't wait 4 their new songs ~ XD

What I wants ...

I really wanna design T-shirts ...
I got tons of ideas for that ...
Including 1 bout GD's Heartbreaker ...
(Specially designed 4 my sis, but she dun 1 it ... Haiz ...)

Hope my dad really meant what he says ...
I really really wanna design T-shirts n hav it printed ...
After all, I think I'm pretty good at it ... Besides taking photos ... ^^

May God hears my prayer n let my dad keep his promise ...

Back from Thailand

Minna-san ...
I'm back from Thailand ~
Sry but no presents ... ^^

I would not say that it's a wonderful trip since I got sick on the 1st day ...
Lolx ... So much for the 1st day ...
And I had a hard time sleeping at tat nite ... (all becoz of me sleeping in between my mom n sis, n my sis is taking up all the places till I hav no spaces left. Lolx ...)

The next few days are quite okay ... (Besides the internet connection in Thailand is so slow until I wanna go long piak ...)
The 2nd day we went 2 Songkhla for the beach n the mermaid statue ...
The beach is so nice! The sea water is extremely clear ~
I wonder why Penang's beaches can't get 2 that standard ... XD
Took some pics there ... Will upload here when I'm free ... (Or not lazy enough ... XP)

The 3rd day that is 2day ...
Went home at last ~
Ah ... Miss the high-speed internet connection back at home ~
But b4 tat stopped again at Alor Setar at my grandma's house to fetch my cousin Emma back ...
In the car he kept telling us bout the dogs tat belongs 2 my other cousins ...
He said he cut their hair (or fur ... I dunno.) till they are 'bald' ...
And he lost his shoes there ... He wore slippers back ... Lolx ...
Dunno wat his parents' reaction were ... XD

Then, here am I now ...
Blogging in my study room ...
Waiting 4 2moro 2 come slowly ...
Maybe will be goin 2 watch movie 2moro ...
Tat's what my dad says ...
Well, I'll stop here ...
Thanks 4 reading ~ XD

Happy ~

Kya ~
So happy ...
Finally I get 2 chat wit him ...
And got a chance 2 formally introduce myself ...
Yay! ^^

Even though it's juz for a short while ...
Though he juz reply for like 16 sentence only ...
Still, I am happy ~ ^^

So nervous while chatting wit him ...
It's like meeting him in person n talking 2 him ...
My heart goes 'doki doki' whenever I saw his name flashed ...
I was wondering what will he reply ...
What will he say 2 me ... What will he ask me ...

I was so excited bout the chat ...
Till now I still can't 4get that feeling ...
Really wanna chat wit him nxt time ~
No. I wanna talk 2 him the nxt time I saw him ...
I wanna be his fren n get 2 noe him more ...
I wan him 2 treat me like his other frenz n not as a little kid ...
I'm sick of everyone treating me as a kid sister ...
And I dun wan 2 be 1 again ...

So please ...
Let me b ur fren ...
Okay? ^^

Memories of the past

Yay! Holz has already started !!!

I'm not that happy though ...

U'll noe why if u look at my post b4 this ...

Juz running through some of my pics 2 see what 2 post up ...

Then I saw 1 photo that was taken 2 years ago at my primary skul ...

That sure brought back fond memories ... ^^

We were still so young that time ...

Young n innocent ... ^^

It was a English sketch planned for Childrens' Day ...

I can still remember all those days ...

We planned, practiced, quarelled ... All that we did it together ...

At 1st everyone was not interested in our sketch ...

But at last ... everyone of them enjoyed ... ^^

Hey, how r u all by now?

It's been long since we've seen each other ...

Hope we can still meet up some other time ...

Frenz 4ever ~ XD

Bad hair day

Ahhhhhh !!!
My fringe got cut by unprofessional people ...
So FRUSTRATING !!! ><

I AM VERY ANGRY ...
Juz go 2 the teacher's office 2 hand up books nia also kena catch?!
For like the thousandth times I'm blaming my ass. monitor 4 bringing me there ...
(I noe it's not entirely ur fault, but STILL!)

Damn it ...
She sure dunno how much time I've spent 2 grow my hair till that length ...
Still DARE to lecture me?!
Wanna die ah?!!!
Now I'm goin 2 start all over AGAIN?!
F you ...

Oh yea ...
To my frenz that had gone wit me 2 the office ...
Next time ...
When u see me in tat condition again (like the 1 in the toilet),
Do not come near me ...
I repeat ...
DO NOT come near me, whether 2 console me or comfort me ...
I would not appreciate that ...
In fact, if u got scolded by me becoz of tat, its ur fault ...
I din ask for comfort, didn't I?
So, as ur fren, I would encourage all of u to leave me alone in that condition ...
DO NOT waste ur time being a clown in front of me ...
There's no use of it ...

So, do I get myself CLEAR?
Yes? Good ... ^^

Now I look like the ancient Egyptian princess ...
Lolx ... XD

Kuantan trip pics (Cats)

Okay, I noe it's quite a long time since the trip ...

Even I can't remember when it is ...
I think it's at July 8 till 11 ... I think ... ^^

1 month ago ah ~ XD

So ... Here's the pics I've taken ~

Cats 1st ~ Yay!

(This pic is supposed to be at below ... But I got it deleted accidently.)
^ This cat is nothing special ...
(Sorry cat!)

^ Hahax, a little blur ~
But is still cute rite? ^^

^ I like it's eyes ... Nice green eyes ~

^ Kissing? XD

^ It's not edited ... I promise!

^ It's the same cat as the upper pic.
It really noes how 2 run fast ah ...
(I need 2 run after it quietly in order 2 take these pics.)
Doesn't it look juz like a cow?
Cow-kitty ~ XD

^ Look at me ~ XD

^ I remember this cat!
It looks juz like a raccoon!
Kang In-raccoon face-cat ~ XD

(To be continued ...)

So happy ~

Hey!
Guess what I've found? ^^
Cute pics of them ~ ^^
Well ... Cute pics of the older 1 at least ...

I'm quite surprise that he could 'produce' pics that are SO cute ~ XD
(Sorry 4 hav been underestimate ur skills ... *bows*)
Kya ~ ^^

Well ...
Is goin 2 find more pics now ~ ^^

How well do you know me? (#2)

To those who call yourselves as my frenz ...
How well do you know me?
50%? 80%? 100%?
Well ... If u wanna noe ...
Juz take on my new made quiz on my facebook profile page ~
Dun worry ... It won't be hard ... ^^

How well do you know me? (#2)
Good luck on my quiz ~ XD

*Dunno if the link works or not ... If not, plz tell me bout it n I'll try my best 2 fix it ... ^^

FT Island - I Hope

Juz wanna share wit all of u a song that I enjoy listening to ...
'I Hope' by FT Island ...
A Korean band that I really like ~
The members are : Lee Hongki (vocal), Choi Jonghyun (guitarist), Lee Jaejin (bassist), Choi Minhwan (drums) n Song Seunghyun (guitarist, rapper).
Hope u'll like it ~ ^^

Kya ~
LOVE Hongki n Seunghyun ~
Cute guys ... ^^

Annoying day. BAD MOOD.

Haiz ...
Wanna go die d la ...
Stupid annoying presentation ...
Waste time nia ...

Group got 4 ppl ...
Dunno why is us 2 working nia ...
Then the marks is all the same ...

Stop showing ur princess attitude la ...
At least we made it at the lisan ...
Thx 2 ur 'help' which is no help at all ...
Still call yourself 'group leader' ah?
Group leader is not a person who leave us members alone working while u juz sit there n 'copy n paste' ...

Now 4 the oral?
Gosh worst ...
Dun 1 2 talk bout it here ...
Or else u guys would 'talk' again at skul ...
Aish ... Annoying.

This is LIFE

Haiz ...
Life is indeed ...
Cruel.

Why can't we juz live a simple life?
Instead of this ... complicated 1 ...
After talking 2 a senior fren ...
I realized that I think too much ...
WAY too much ...

I'm still 14 ...
There's still a long way to go ...
Not to mention that there's still PMR, SPM, if possible STPM ...
All those exams ... Aish.
All I want is a simple life.
No quarrels. No misunderstandings. No exams.
That's all ...

But seems like God doesn't want me to hav it my way.
So ... I'm here ...
God gave me a good brain 2 use n I hav 2 thank him 4 tat ...
To do tat, I would hav 2 learn 2 serve him humbly.
Or it'll juz be a waste 4 a good brain like mine ~ ^^
Not that I'm proud, but I'm proud coz God had chosen me ...
To be in his army ...
And together we'll take the victory!!! XD

Opps too excited ...
Better get back to my homework ~ ^^

Confessions in my heart ...

Feeling down because of something Li said ...
What he says is true ...
It's juz ...
Hurts.

It hurts thinking that u may not get together with the one u like ...
Or even love ...
I noe that we're never get together ...
It's a fact.
But I dun think I can bear the pain knowing that ...
Tears juz start flowing as I think of that ...

I've been ignoring the truth since last year ...
That day when I 1st saw them, I already noe that we do not belongs together ...
I can't get myself out of this feeling ...
Listening to FT Island's 'Don't Love' doesn't help either ...
Juz keep on playing n playing in my heart ...

I may not have the chance to prove my love to you ...
But please remember, whatever you do, my heart will always be with you ...
Please be strong, for the sake of your friends n family ...
God will help you go through everything ...
Juz be strong ...

Li, I do not blame you for telling me this ...
For waking me up ...
Thank you ...
Plz love them ...
As I will do it ... as their sister.