HELP ... T^T

Aish ...
I really dunno how to do this ... ><
Like, how am I supposed to take the responsibility that BIG???
Impossible ... ><

My life's already a messed up one ...
And yet they still let me be in charge in the Anniversary n Farewell thingy ...
OhMyGDragon ... This is simply terrible ... T^T

I need help. Someone.
천사??
Oh God, help me ... ><