Study study ...

Did not went to skul today ...
Stayed at home to finish off Sci n start Sej revision ...
Whoo ~ ^^

This works way better than attempting to study at skul ...
Coz in the end it's alwayz chatting, playing n laughing our heads off ... X3
Wish I could stayed for 2moro too ...
But I guess not ... Better save the remaining 4 days of my 'study lift' for the infamous Perang Mati Remaja ... XP
Ohh well ... XD

Is currently finishing off Ch5 of F1's Sej now ...
I really really hate this chapter ...
Why are we studying bout Islam even though we're not???
LOL ... It makes me sleepy ... XP
I prefer the history of something more interesting like F3's WW2 stuffs ...
Why can't we study World War 2??? Haiz ... XP

Kay ... Gotta take my hands off the keyboard now ...
Back to Sejarah ~


Signing out n over,
최정민♥

Happy Birthday ~

Saeng gil chukka hamnida,
Saeng gil chukka hamnida,
Saranghaneun woori Jungmin,
Saeng gil chukka hamnida ~

Woots ~
Today's my fav day of the whole year ~
My BIRTHDAY!!! Yay! X3

Not much of celebrating though ...
Coz nid to 'pia' for exams ahh ... Hahax ~ XDD
Went to Sunway Carnival on Sat n had a nice steamboat lunch there ... ^^
Counted as a collabration of celebrating Mothers' Day + my bday ~ XD

Well, today had a quite nice day at skul ... ^^
Went for morning prayer, it's my turn to lead a song ...
They sang me bday song before we started ...
Aww ~ X3

Alison surprised me wit a lil bday gift before class starts ...
Jelly beans n gummi sweets!!!
Well ... I actually dun eat them though ...
But thanks for it anywayz ~ ^^

My fellow michevious classmates sang me bday song too ~
Hahax ... In the Science lab ... XDD
They alwayz did that whenever someone bday happens to be the day we hav some classes ...
Especially Science ... since that annoys our teacher ... Poor her ... XD

Received quite some wishes ...
And text messages ...
Really wanna thank them ... ^^
Those who had remembered this day n wished me, thanks ~ *hugs*
Hahax ~ I gotta be grateful ~~~ XD

I thank the one-n-only God who had created me n bought me to this world 15 years ago ...
I thank him for those he had gave me all along ...
For the ppls he had placed in my life ...
For the happy moments I had experienced since birth ...
And for the things he had taught me thru other things or other ppl ...

The next on the list is my parents who had cared for me for these years ...
I thank God for my dad n my mum (not forgetting my sis!) ...
Who had watched me grow eventually ...
Who had, most of the time, gave me what I wanted ...
And who had bought me the mug I wanted as my bday present ~ Yay!

I also thank God for my bunch of crazy friends in class ... XD
Daddy Khang Lin, Mommy MayLin, Auntie Jing Yi, Alison, Whitney, Huey Ting ...
And those who aren't listed out and yet are equally important in my life ...
Without them, school life would be real boring ... XDD

Last but not least, I thank God for placing a guardian angel in my life ...
Who had made me smile even thru the smallest of things ...
Who had made me laugh my head off on April Fools' ...
Who had give me warmth when I'm discouraged ...
Who had boosted my confidence when I lacked of them ...
Who had stayed by my side even in my darkest hours ...
Jieli, thank you ... ^^

Whqiiuuu ~ *quoting Elden's fav cat mimic???*
This looks like as if I won this year's Oscar award's thanking list ... XDD
Anywayz ... Gotta go study now ...
Dad says if I got good PMR results this year, maybe he would bring us to Japan or Korea for holz ...
Well ... Though his promises are not that trustworthy everytime ... XD
(I believed he would bring us there even if I did not get good results though ... IF he wants to ... XD)
I'll still take his words and start to pia now ... *hopes it's not too late yet*
Hahax ~ XDD

Finally ~
Here's some photos taken last Sat ... ^^
Enjoy ~~~ X3

Signing out n over,
최정민♥

Hear My Cry

I'm scared. Real scared.
Exam's only a week left and didn't even do anything yet ... ><
I hate exams ...
I can't handle pressures well ...
So I'll start worrying when it's near ...
And more crying ... ><

정말 정말 싫어그것 ...
I can't even relax on my birthday ... ><
Was juz trying to forget everything and here comes my mum, tensing everything up again ... XP
I would really juz die like this!!!
Arghhhh ~ XP
Where's my 수호 천사 when I need him??? T^T

Aish ... Why do we have to take all these exams??? ><

I dun care the heck of my results anymore ... Juz STOP the pressure!!!
I can't imagine how's my future ... Heck, does I even have a future???
That's really silly of me to think that I could achieve my dream of being a singer ...
난 정말 바보 ...
No one ... No one would juz believe that I really wanna do that ...
I'm tired ... Really tired ...

I'm feeling real crap rite now ...
That's why I'm crapping now ...

Angel, if u ever see this,
I juz wanna tell u that I'm sorry for being such a weakling ...
I really can't do all these ...
Dun be disappointed kay? Coz it's not worth it ...
Never. Get. Sad. Coz of me. Kay?
Not worth it ...