If only ...

It hurts so much that I love you ...
Yet I can't even see you ... hear you ... touch you ...
How pathetic ...

A friend of mine told me that he saw an angel ...
His angel that smile at him ...
What about me? Can I see my angel too?

I want to love you ...
If I'm given the chance ...
I would choose to follow you ...

But now ...
It's too late to say anything rite?
I can't cling on you anymore ...
Juz as I'd never had ...

Life sucks ...

At last ... FINISHED EXAMS !!!
Yay ~ X3
And now ... Free like a bird ~
Or not ...

Life turns boring when u started losing/accomplishing ur goals ...
Everyday sit at class,
Talk, Play, no Love ...
Life is as boring as hell ...
Or so as I say ...

Still left 1 whole week till holz ...
What to do???
Mum 'bans' me from onlining on schooldays but who cares ...
Once holz starts also can't go anywhere ...
Only can sit in front of the pc whole day ...
I'm becoming more and more the nerdy type of the girl ...
NO !!!!! T^T

And I've cut my hair.
Short.
That stupid man obviously didn't get my point.
Whatever.
I'm tired of always being unheard by others ...
What's the point of living then?
I juz can't stand it.

Looks like I've juz found out that I hate life ...
Life sucks !!!
Being me, an unattractive girl who nobody cares, the eldest kid who is unloved, and a poor social life ...
What can I still ask for?

Updates ~

So long never came up here ~
Well, juz gonna update some stuffs lately ...

Firstly is ... I'm still having exams now ...
Haiz ...
2 days, 5 subjects to go ...
Yeah! XD

Next, I'm attending a wedding this Sun ~
No, not mine ... (Lolx.)
My cousin's ...
So exciting ne? ^^

Third, I'm going to write a new fanfic for now ...
I'm not abandoning My Master, My Lover ...
Don't get me wrong ...
I'll continue to work on both of them after exam, kay?

Last, I'm SO IN LOVE WITH HONGKI ~
Love him Love him Love him ~ X3