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24 January 2010

If I could juz ...

Juz came back from Wild Fire Party ...
It was a BLAST ~
But I'm not gonna write bout it 2day ...
Not in the mood 2 write that ...

Again ... Felt so disappointed ...
Was hurt by ur words ...
What do u mean by that?
I was juz trying to help ...
But that was the words I got from you?
How would I ever know if you dun tell me anything???

I've realized that ... most of the time it's me who's telling u stuffs ...
No matter thru blog or text ...
Yet u would keep things from letting me know ...
It's hard to understand u ... coz u keep ur feelings hidden most of the time ...
Even after u told me something, u'll juz say 'It's okay' to me ...
I really wanna noe more bout u ...
But it's like you're shielding yourself wit a invisible barrier, keeping me outside ...
Is it that I've not gained your trust? Am I not trustworthy?
I dunno ...
But wat I noe is that juz like you're my GA, I wanna be yours too ...
I wanna be the person whom u could think of to go to if u hav problems ...
U could complain or crap to me from morning till nite n I won't mind even a bit ...
Or u could keep me from sleeping in the midnight ... Though probably u'll b asleep too by then ... ^^
That's juz what I hoped I could at least do something for you ...
But I dun think I hav a chance to do that ...

Anyways ... Still wanna wish u good luck on ur problems ...

Hope you could hav a good nite's sleep ... ^^

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